Dad... is that really you?

I dreamt of you today Daddy. I dreamed that I called the house and you answered in your sarcastic tone as you did for many years (scaring off my guy friends, lol). I was surprised to hear your voice but so overwhelmed with joy wanting to fill you in on all that life's handed me recently.

Jose and I are expecting a new addition to the family. Mom jokes and thinks you somehow played a role in the blessing. Someone must've thought it would be funny to subscribe me to pregnancy magazines months before I even found out. As if you were sending us a sign, lol. Crazy I know... but you know mom :-P

Daddy, I miss you so much and being an pregnant emotional wreck sure isn't helping me fight back the tears. Id give anything to reverse the clock and see you again.