Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Mood swings, Damn U Men!

I'm sitting here feeling pretty crappy, maybe I'm bipolar or something but I'm thinking back to my feelings earlier this week and how I was hooked on this guy from work, now I wanna send him to f*cking Guam! I 've taught myself through experience never to fall quickly. I may write about it here in my blog, but probably wouldn't tell you.
Now I cant help but feel like a victim of some joke at my expense. I'm starting to see a pattern in his wanting to call me. I haven't heard from him since Sunday night when we had our erotic phone conversation. I'm so glad I didn't give in and allow him to come over here for the real thing that night. Totally not my style to jump in bed with just anyone anyway, but he sure did almost win me over. Well, now thanks to the wonderful power of myspace once again, I have a good suspicion that I'm just another attempt at his own personal collection of booty calls.
what's even more bothersome is the fact that although I don't necessarily think that I could manage anything more than a booty call right now, I still cant help but feel heartbroken.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Enjoyed a lot! » »