Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Gotta Pocket Full of Sunshine?

Apparently my kids and I share everything, including germs. Yes, I too am now infected. Oddly enough though I'm stuck at work on my night off covering for someone who too has been infected. But his large ogre frame cant handle a little sniffle so my ass is stuck covering for him. No worries though, I'm as relaxed as I could possibly be. Got my pillow and blanket, portable heater and my bottle of alcohol containing cold meds. Why do they put alcohol in it anyway?! Do they wanna make you feel all warm and toasty inside, or goofy and horny like it does to me?

Anyway I promised I'd write a little something, and so I shall. I don't get Nick. I mean seriously, the more I try to understand him, the less I seem to actually comprehend. I know he's very intelligent, has a genuine heart and how messed up this whole thing at home has got him. But I also know that for whatever reason he seems to be avoiding me. He can deny it all he wants, but the truth is in his actions. Whatever his reasoning, I just hope he's doing ok and realizes that no matter what the outcome, he'll always have someone on his side. I've got lots of pleasant memories, dreams and even a few videos to help me "be good".

Ok my buzz is starting to wear off and I'm getting depressed... better go ask Ang to drop something in my pocket ;)

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

anytime girl ;)